Each day we go about our business, living in our own little shells often disconnected from the rest of the world. Yet last night I went by myself to see Terrence Malick's The Tree of Life and with the rest of the audience shared in an amazing experience. In a nutshell, Malick basically sets up the following premise for his film: "There are two ways through life: the way of nature, and the way of Grace. You have to choose which one you'll follow."
In the more than 2 plus hours of film that sprawled before me, Malick took me on a journey that comprised the creation of the universe through the forming of life on Earth to a man's struggle with his inner impulses/desires and his longing for grace--to be good.
How can such an ambitious film be perfect and error free? It can't. The film is filled with jarring flaws and, at the same time, such immense beauty of life's most intimate moments of innocence that I was surprised at the beauty that Malick captured.
When we go through life, do we struggle to do good or evil? Some days we're oblivious to this struggle while others we're entrenched in it.
What I found so appealing of this film were the scenes with Brad Pitt and his eldest son--the struggle for the father to impose his will and way of life on his son in the hope that his child will be better off than he--that if he could just force his son to follow his path, without faltering, that all would be okay. Whereas Jessica Chastain's character is the graceful mother who plays, laughs and showers her unconditional love on her three sons.
The conflict splitting the film in two opens the film: The youngest son dies and the film is told in a non-linear style as Malick floats us back to the beginning of time a la 2011: A Space Odyssey returning back to the 1950s when the eldest boy loses his innocence and begins to fight against himself. Having a brother and being the eldest, I could identify with the scenes in which the oldest brother tries to test/torture his youngest brother. In one scene, the eldest brother is holding a lamp, like a gun as the bulb is out, and he tells his youngest brother to stick his finger in the hole. Flashforward to Sean Penn, playing the eldest brother in the future as he is reflecting back on the anniversary of his youngest brother's death.
The complex story of The Tree of Life is so simplistic yet rambling over billions of year--all within the 2 hour and 18 minutes of screen time. The most moving scenes for me were the juxtapositions between the beautiful CGI scenes of the creation of the universe with the eldest brother's voice over: "Why did you let a boy die? Where were you?"
How often have we struggled in our darkest moments and questioned God or a higher spirit as to why something bad happened to us? We are interconnected--not with the rest of our family, but with all of creation and Malick's showing that on screen might come off heavy handed, but I guarantee that you have never seen anything on film so beautiful and intimate that will inspire and confound you.
I walked out of the theater listening to the three teenage girls who were in the audience, laughing at what they had seen, knowing better. For I am a father and they, childless, young and still full of innocence, have yet to face their dark fears. That is yet to come for them. They have not had the fights that Brad Pitt and Jessica Chastain have as husband and wife nor have they held their child in their arms. Because when I drove home last night, my greatest desire was to rush home and go into the rooms of each of my children and to touch them of the forehead. To watch them as they slept and to pray over them, that with all my imperfections, all my desires for evil, lust, anger and fear--that my children will grow and thrive to be strong branches of the tree of life beyond their mother and I. Beyond today, stretching out into the future so that they and their children could be happy. And when I did come home, I did just that. I saw my children and watched over them.
The words, of the mother, stuck in my head as I watched my children sleeping last night--their innocence still on their faces: "The only way to be happy is to love. Unless you love, your life will flash by."
I'm heavy today of mind and spirit as there was a lot to take in with this film. A lot. This is a powerful film--definitely not perfect, but there are some gems in the rough. But in the end, you'll get out of this film what you put in it. I recommend being open and let it go. Try not to make sense of everything because life sure as hell doesn't sometimes. Just let go. It's an amazing ride.
Why I Love J. K. Rowling's Harry Potter
July 15 will be a bittersweet day for me as it marks the release of the last Harry Potter film. Being a fan from the first book, I look back and remember my girlfriend (now my wife), telling me about J. K. Rowling and Harry Potter and the Sorcerer’s Stone (Philosopher’s Stone for you UK fans). I read the first book and couldn't wait to read the next.
Yet what has touched me so much about the Harry Potter series is not only the great storytelling and imagination clearly present in the books, but learning of J. K. Rowling’s struggle as a writer. When she was writing the first book, she had recently lost her mother to multiple sclerosis, was separated from her husband, struggling to be a single mom and clinically depressed. She has since admitted contemplating suicide at that time. Yet with all these challenges, she chose life and to write the Harry Potter series. She stuck to her craft and kept on trying even after the first book was rejected by 12 publishing houses. Today more than 450 million Harry Potter books have been sold around the globe. As a writer myself, she's given me hope.
Since 1997, I have read the Harry Potter books as a young man, as a husband, and read Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows when I became a father for the second time to my now 4 year-old daughter. Back in 2007 on the day of the release, I woke up early and rushed to the supermarket as my wife, son, 10 day-old daughter and I were headed to the beach later that morning. I had forgotten that the Amazon order would not arrive until after we left for our trip so I hoped to pick up a second copy of the book as a surprise for my wife. So at 6am, I walked into the grocery store and smiled seeing a stack of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows books on a table in the front of the store. I purchased one and rushed home to give it to my wife so that she could start reading it during our car ride.
When my turn came to read the book, I wondered: How would J. K. Rowling end the series? While reading, what touched me most is the scene in which Ron uses the sword of Gryffindor to destroy a Horcrux. With arm raised, Harry yells at him to stab the evil artifact, but instead Ron hears all his fears--how he's the least loved by his mother and how Hermione secretly wants to be with Harry. All his fears and doubts are poured out to him by the Horcrux, and in that moment of hesitation, Ron nearly falters. Yet when all seems most lost, he strikes with the sword, destroying the Horcux. How often have we feared that we're not good enough, that we cannot succeed and that we are weak and insignificant? Yet J. K. Rowling has Ron face his fears and overcome them.
The Harry Potter series is about Harry being the hero, the Chosen One, yet the message is deeper than that. Harry succeeds because of his friends. He needs them as much as they need him. Ron, Hermione and Harry form a perfect bond that enables them to work together with the rest of the wizard world to save the day. As much as Harry wants to carry his burden on his own, his friends remind him that he cannot do it alone.
So as I rushed through the last book, trying to get to the climactic battle between Voldemort and Harry, I wondered how would the series end? As cliché as it sounds, I wanted to see Harry live and get married as I hoped J. K. Rowling would take the opportunity to infuse hope into her readers, showing that evil can be defeated and happiness can be obtained. Now I will see those same scenes play out on the big screen and I cannot wait!
With all that J. K. Rowling has had to struggle through in her life, I'm glad to see her happy and her fans so loyal and supportive of her. And as for me, as I struggle and get up early to finish my latest novel, I think about J. K. Rowling and all that she’s been through and that gives me hope. Hope that if we believe in our dreams we can overcome the challenges and obstacles in our path. And hope that an imaginative story about a boy wizard and his friends has helped bring people together from all around the world.
It’s been an amazing adventure. Thank you, J. K. Rowling, for never giving up on your dream and sharing that with us. Thank you.
Posted at 07:08 PM in Books, Commentaries, Film | Permalink | Comments (10) | TrackBack (0)
Reblog (0) | | Digg This | |
|